It seems I'm no longer interested in reporting every boring details of my days.

and my life is too average to draw many readers.

Perhaps no one is even reading.

Perhaps I should just close it down.

I don't know. Let me decide.

btw, this is yummy.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 9:13 PM

Almost too busy till I'm not fitting into his schedule anymore.

I miss our weekends together and late night hang-out at his place.

But well, gotta be understanding and just be patient.

Chanced upon newspaper on this tofu diet that made this Korean star lose 8kg in 2 weeks.

Since I love tofu so much, I should probably try it too.

But I don't think I'll be able to do without my meats and cookies.

Will try.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:48 PM

No conversation sparkling enough, no webpages interesting enough.

Nothing would help brighten this rainy night.

Diet control has been a little off lately, had Carl's Jr the other night, and KFC tonight.

Influence from the outside is just too great.

Not in a mood to exercise, not in a mood to fast.

Rainy rainy night...

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:39 AM

Did bout 50 minutes, with intervals in between to rest,

total 200 calories lost from the calculation of my digital skipping rope.

Did some research online and found out about ' calories buck '.

Basically set your target calories intake for your day,

and deduct after each time you eat.

Something like spending and saving money.

and if you want more calories buck to spend, just do some exercise.

I'll try to list down my daily food intake.

so for today,

Food Intake (21 September):

Mc chicken burger 360

1 small plate of hong kong mee 500?

2 cubes cadbury chocolate 40

4 pcs pingpong biscuit 160

1 small cup of heaven & earth green tea 10

1 sunny side up egg 80

1/2 jug of BOH lychee & rose tea with sugar 60

Total: 1210 / 1500

Leftover: 290 + 200(skipping) = 490. YIPPPE !!!!!!!!!!

GO AWAY FATS !!!!!! I HATE YOU !!!!!!!!!!

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:41 AM

Yeah, boring as it is, especially at how frequently I have to do this again,

I'm trying to do it again.

Plan:

- to be eating only 1500 calories or lesser a day.

- skip for twice a week for an hour each.

- forgo all sweet drinks and drink A LOT of water.

I don't know how long this craze will last, but I hope at least a month.

Followed my plan for the weekend and it seems like I've lost 1 kg of water weight.

Let's hope the weight just keep falling.

Watching the Emmys right now, and after that I'll try to do my skipping.

urrrrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

PERSERVERE PEARLYN!!!!!!!!!!

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:23 PM

I have friends, wonderful friends.

But we are just all so busy.

At times when I feel lonely at home, when David is out with his friend,

I wish I could just call a friend to talk, just to chit chat.

But I realise that I do not have such a friend.

I do not have a friend whom I can just call and ask to meet her up in e middle of the night.

I do not have a friend whom I can bitch about everything with.

I do not have a friend whom I can ask to go out shopping or clubbing without having to make a 3 weeks appoinment in advance.

Watching ' I love you, man' last night made me realise that I'm just like the movie character.

I'm a boyfriend person, I get along very well with male friends, but when it comes to female friends, somehow we just don't click, or not that severe, we just have different interest.

I'm not crazy and bubbly, not the most friendly type.

I care a lot about my personal image.

I present my best to people, especially people whom I've just met.

I find it hard to act like a funny ass in front of the public.

I find it hard to strike conversation with my friend's friends, afraid that I would leave a bad impression.

The movie was right, everyone needs a best friend.

and I would really like one.

Let's hope a miracle happen and that I'll meet her soon.

(:

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:49 PM

I feel I have weird perception of pretty.

Hotness to me is huge round eyes, long sharp nose, lips that stretches across the face and loooonnng lonnnnggg hair.

The hottest woman I think on Earth right now?

Orlando Bloom's girl Miranda Kerr.

He's one lucky dude and I always wondered how guys get super models like her.

She's my definition of beauty, even though baby begs to differ.

I think she has such an angelic face.

Love those shoes...........

Next on line, who's baby's favourite, Adriana Lima.

her husband has really fugly eyes.

I wonder how she stand gazing into those weird cartoony eyes every night.

She's the epitome of sexy.

Sexy face, Sexy body, Sexy coarse voice.

and I happened to browse through these pics of Lindsay.

I never thought she looked good after she became boney.

But these pictures are goooood...

They made her complexion look really fair and smooth.

Gonna make myself a tuna seafood sandwich now.

byes~

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 12:31 AM

The photographs doesn't really do justice to the how great dinner was.

Huge prawns sauteed in garlic butter, salmon in mustard dill sauce, oven-baked baby corn & fried onion rings.

Yum. (:

Visiting grandma & cousin Linus tomorrow.

Hopefully we'll be able to go out for lunch together.

Not much shows to watch on TV tonight.

boring . . .

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:18 PM

Even Seetoh from Makansutra was invited to her show.

Just came back from Left4Dead with baby and Ram.

Can't believe I'm going to Lan shop at this age.

You'll be surprised by the vast categories of people who visits lan shop.

When's the last time you visited someone you should be caring about?

I've been visiting my grandma lately,

and I'm surprised by how much I've been missing out.

You know, once in a while you get so engrossed in your own life and routine,

that you forget about people who is left out of your circle.

She told me a lot of stories about our family in the past that I never knew.

Caught 102 minutes that changed America on History channel last night.

The idea of planes being hijacked and crashed into buildings is haunting.

I can't help thinking of how the victims felt when it happened.

I know it's difficult to do,

but especially today, spare 15 minutes from your busy schedule,

think deeply and treasure your life,

give your loved one a call,

let them know that they are still in your mind,

tell yourself you are a great person and your life is fabulous.

There, the thought is making me happy already. (:

Nights.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 5:21 AM

to tell the truth, some of the models that they've chosen cant walk.

literally, can't walk like an average person.

one of the girl looks like she's got a busted knee.

if she was to have a race, her knees would probably reach the ending points first.

Surprisingly Singapore's contestant wasn't that bad.

most of the girls are walking, living skeletors with bones looking like it will pop through their fatless skin any minute.

however I thought China's Jin Zhou should have won.

anyway, it's an old show.

Weekend's coming, can't wait~

love my weekend baby.

enjoy yours too!

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:47 AM

but deep down in everyone, there's some things that you care about, something that has to be right for your world to go round, for you to function properly.

And most often, this exact issue is what bothers you time and again in life, when you're a teenager, when you're an adult, or even when you grow older.

It follows you throughout your life and haunts you everytime, catching you off guard.

Through time you learn how to fight it, little by little.

But it will fight against you, try to take you down, push you back to half of where you started.

You need to find the strength, come up with a plan, to get over it.

It will hurt, hurt yourself, hurt people around you, the ones you love.

Remember, do not let it control your life, never let it control you.

It will ruin your life, make you lose everything and banish you into that lonely corner where you have only part of your true soul to live with.

That's when you really freak out, go crazy, and no one will save you.

Till you think you have overcome it, and you start to let people back into your life.

These people might help, but they wouldn't understand why you're doing the things you do.

Eventually they would get tired, they would leave you, and you wonder why all these have to happen.

Yet after all, it wouldn't matter anymore if you are left with yourself.

You'll just devour yourself till none of you is left.

So think about it,

what is it that have to be present to keep your life going.

and Never Never,

let it ruin your life.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 3:47 AM

On pretty good luck recently with Mahjong.

Caught one of the best movie of my life last weekend, Closer.

Couldn't believe how I missed the movie when it was out.

The love, the pain, the betrayal.

All the best and worst emotions you could ever feel, all wrapped into one movie.

Contemplating on getting the DVD just for keep sake.

Shall see.

Am hooked on PSP's winning eleven.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 1:48 AM

I'm in a serious need to tune back my biological clock. Am sleeping at 6am and waking up at 3pm. Time to get a job, earn money, lose weight.

Btw, UP is a really touching cartoon. Please I don't want to be like Mr Fredrickson who lose his wife at old age. It would be so horrible. Babe and I debated on wanting to die earlier than one another when we're old and grumpy.

if you don't cry or even tear up during the show, you're probably not human.

(:

Good night readers, or rather, morning.

Thanks for reading.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 4:00 AM

I cooked dinner tonight, japanese chicken curry with omelette. (:

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 4:15 AM

Mom got me my dream heels that I've been dying for for months. =D

Everything worked out great today,

we spent noon at Toyogo, got home for a lil rest and went to Vivo for dinner & shopping.

Got lots of loots from Daiso and of course, my heels.

sure baby and friends are gonna grumble when I wear the 4-incher.

hehehehe!

THANKS MOM !!! I LOVE YOU !! =)

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:37 AM

I'm gonna spend a 'housewives' holiday with my mom over the next 3 days.

Dad n bro gonna go to KL to catch Man U soccer match.

So we're being left in Singapore to enjoy ourselves with our own plans.

already had today planned for the entire day, and Sunday booked for Desaru one day tour.

Mom would get the choice on what to do for Saturday.

Pretty sure its gonna be great.

Enjoy your weekends too guys.

Reward yourself to some sweet dessert just because you felt like it. =D

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 4:45 AM

was making supper, chicken picnic ham, onion with egg on toast.

and i find myself talking to myself non-stop,

not verbally, in my mind.

and somehow i take many roles.

1 can't stop talking, 1 tried to stop.

haha.

i don't know if anyone will understand what i'm trying to say.

im not going insane. this happens once in a while to me,

most probably to you too. haa.

guess the best example is when you want to buy a pair of shoe and you keep asking yourself if you should?

but in this case it's sort of like a proper conversation in your head.

LMAO.

haha,

okay never mind, good night mate. (:

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:33 AM

everything's normal, singing his song to commemorate him.

but when his daugher spoke, it really broke my heart.

the way she cried while saying it.

uhhhhh. horrible for a young kid to lose a father, what's more a legend, King of pop.

he used to be my 'prince charming' when i was a kid.

so handsome and cool.

i would spend all my dinner time watching his clips on tape recorder everyday,

and cry to some of his songs even though I don't really get the lyrics. lol.

anyway,

R.I.P Michael Jackson.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 4:28 AM

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 4:38 AM

Perhaps its because I've never been the popular kid in school, never been what everyone wanted to be, never hot as a model, never felt cherished in a relationship. Past relationships look good and sweet on the surface, but the drama beneath the shiny veneer is horrible. I hate that I expect my bf to do the same as I do, somehow I have that wired in me, ' if he loves you, he would do exactly the same as you're doing for him '. I understand that everyone's different, different views of life and relationship. But i try so hard, so hard to fight this shit in my mind that's ruining everything. Babe said its perhaps im stuck within my teenage years, doing similar things as what teenage couples do, wanting to conquer and capture your partner in captive. It should never have been this way, and should never be now or in the future.

I hope this serves as a reminder, to me and anyone else who's reading. It's time to change, time to make yourself a better person, think more for your partner.

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I left the CLEO that i borrowed from Bishan Library sitting on my couch for far too long and now i gotta pay fine.
haha.
never thought one day i would 'overdue' a book.

Spent a mini holiday (like how baby described it) at baby's place.
5 days in total, since baby had a long weekend.
We achieved quite a lot I would say, we got to go to IKEA, Spotlight, PC show, countless supper trips, and most importantly, lodge our complaints to KIA.
Let's hope this helps me get the car faster (:

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this is some sick dance shit !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfKHMz8Kx0E

they definitely deserve the win than Susan Boyle.
=D

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 12:35 AM

found a new show by Bravo TV, kinda like a ripoff from Project Runway, but yet not in a way cause its from the same company. lol

Spent my weekend at baby's house watching Fashion Show, Top Gear, Iron Chef America and Nigella Express. It's amazing how many shows you can watch thru Internet alone. Who needs TV now?

Daddy expressed interest in a family vacation. Should we go Taiwan? =D

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 1:01 AM

Quote:

"Unleashing your inner tigeress isn't easy when you're a doormat by nature! Still, after escaping a wretched marriage to a cheating SOB, Dallas party planner Naomi Delacroix isn't about to let another man sweet-talk her into sheathing her protective claws. Not even hunky millionaire Royce Powell, who's hired her to arrange his mother's surprise party. Even if he does make her purr like a kitten with one heated glance...

Royce claims he's been in love with her ever since she threw a party for one of his friends a year ago. But if that's true, why is this incredibly eligible CEO currently takin applications for a wife? Despite herself, Naomi is tempted to fill one out. But can her inner tigress believe a man might change his stripes?

Another sexy confection from Gena Showalter. "

Got this book while on a reading urge from Bishan library a month ago (renewed it once due to sudden temp lost of interest in reading).

Heartwrenching but sexual/sweet/funny story about how a woman, Naomi, who just walked out of a failed marriage, get hired by the hot charming sexy Royce Powell to host his mom's birthday party.
None of them could fight off the charm they have for each other right from the start. This marks the start of a constant reminder to Naomi (herself) that men who do anything to get you, and change / cheat on you when you're married. Yet finding herself falling in love with him even without admitting it. It's just difficult to acknowledge that Royce, being so wanted by thousands and millions of women who filled out applications to be his wife, would really loves her.

I like how the flirting and inner struggles are portrayed throughout the book. The feeling where most of us have felt before - So wanting to belong to the other person, yet unsure, or perhaps afraid of what the future holds. Good things certainly don't come often, especially someone as eligible as Royce.
Like what Davidboo said, this is another of those love [sex] novels that I read, which usually captivates me so much more than other books. But well, you can actually get it from library. I just wonder what would happen if kids were to borrow it. haha.

Anyway, really a good read, more for girls I think. You can really feel yourself in the same exact situation, falling so crazily in love/lust for a person, yet having to resist your every muscle to give in to him.

I'm gonna try searching for the other book from library by the same author, Playing with fire, that is.

Oh ya, If only the story was a true account. Then I could see if they look like what I have imagined. haha.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:43 AM

Is there by any chance that anything in this new blog template is not right?
Fonts are a little small but I kinda like it.
just have to squint a little. (:

Shannon, my blood cousin came over to MHA for a haircut today.
She brought together a troop of girls from school.
Most of them are from the same class, I guess they probably got closer thru CCA or some other sorts.

When was the last time you felt so comfortable with your friends by just doing silly things?
They were teasing each other, trying to take photo of each other's ugly look with the towel wrapped around their head.
Photographing before and after pictures to 'send' to their friends immediately, announcing their new haircut over phonecalls and smses.
One of the girls was sweet enough to trust me to snip off bout 6 inches of her fringe to make it into bangs. She look cute after the haircut.
And she even mentioned looking for me for future haircut session.
Cheers my heart. (:

I miss bonds like this, miss being young and silly.
I miss the old days.


If you're reading this Shannon, Happy Advanced Birthday. (:

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:52 PM

a change in the background finally. (:
and a new blog dedicated to hairstyling soon.

damn, tonight's Desperate Housewives was one of the best eps ever.

made me tear at so many scenes.

the hidden msg was so meaningful.

Eli Scruggs, i would remember you too. 

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 10:09 PM

Been meeting up with fo, shun and hua lately.
It's just nice to have a bunch of friends to talk to.
(:

Finally I can tie my hair up in a Japanese bun.
hehe.
hiphip hooray~

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 1:20 AM

In an attempt to do so, and from unforseen impulse, I just cut my fringe into bangs.
Lost bout 3 inches of hardwork-growing hair.
Mom said I used to always cut dolly hair when i was a kid.
Pictures when I put on makeup, look like crap now. (:

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 12:33 AM

Wonder how it's like to have your dad tell you that you'll be taken by the kidnappers, instead of telling you how to escape.

Pretty good show that I just caught with babe. Can't wait for Wolverine Origins to show.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 12:14 AM

This happens once in a while in lifetime, things starts getting mundane, nothing much interesting to blog about.
You know, I used to enjoy writing bout my everyday life, every little single details that happens throughout the day.
But the days are all so similar now, so I don't see much point.
Not that I don't enjoy life now, not that it's not interesting.
It's just not blog material. (:

Anyway, if by chance anyone is still curious, here's my schedule for a week.

Monday - Friday, wakes up at 11am and prepare to go to Monsoon. Washup, blowdry hair, watch cooking programme on tv and leave home prolly bout 12.20pm .
Reaches school about 1.15pm, usually with my packed lunch.
After lunch, start own practising, if there's customer, definitely better (depends on days too =x ). Leave school at 6pm or earlier, head home, meet up with babe if he's free, or buddies if they are free. If not, will just spend some time with family, tv and Internet.

Saturday-Sunday.
Will pack up my barangs after friday's school and head down to babe's house. Depending on how tired we are, we'll either stay at home or try to go somewhere for a walk, like IKEA ( my all-time favourite ) or if babe's friend organise something.
Sunday night I'll be back home so that the same routine goes on for the next week.

Yeah, so this is pretty much how it is. I still rmb that I'm supposed to blog about my birthday holiday which is alrdy 2 months ago. Pictures are uploaded already, guess I would need babe's help to recall all the tiny details.
Surprisingly, I still miss the holiday very much till now. (:


Swine flu seems to be all over the news. Just hope that it'll stay away from Singapore.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:58 AM

yeah, im so bored im planning an ikea home.
calculating how much it will cost to get me a perfect ikea showflat for the future.
hahahhaa.

Van Helsing is on now, but all that's hot is the lead actor n actress.

Draculas and Vampires are kinda cool.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:02 PM

Cut myself on the same finger on two executive occasions while cutting customer's hair, with the first causing me near fainting drama.
Perhaps my scissors is really hungry.

Spent weekend with friends n baby.
headed to bliss for late dinner on friday cos hua rented a mazda 3.
somehow, not a fan of that car except the red lighting over the panels.
Packed punggol nasi lemak for that sweet boo before going over to stay for the weekend.

Leo came back on Saturday!!!
we thought he died in the car accident that the neighbours were talking about, but he lost soooo much weight.
it's scary how much weight a cat can lose in a matter of days.

Freakin tired now, prolly need a good rest, good night pal.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 12:19 AM

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 1:31 AM

im feeling quite bored right now that im back in Singapore.

mostly because i got to spend 24/4 with baby.

it actually feels hollow being alone in my room,

without plans of what we're doing later, planning what to eat and stuffs.

maybe im gonna sort out the 400 pictures that i took and post it up soon.

till then, Good night. 

thanks for the birthday wishes. 

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:38 PM

The plan failed and I lived with the promise that mom gave, 

" wait till you're 21 and have a steady boyfriend to go with you ".

So here I am, 3 days more to go to become 21.

and spent a lovely year with my baby David, bet that reads "STEADY" all over.

We'll be going to spend my birthday holiday at KL.

Yeap, not much of a fancy destination, but I guess its the company that matters.

My virgin trip overseas all on my own without my parents there to look over me.

But I know baby would protect me all the way. (:

Im busy packing my barangs now. 

Hope I would be able to blog when we're there.

haha.

Wonder if anyone's even reading this from my absence lately.

Anyway, 

let this serves as a note of my memories, as my memories are really failing me lately.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 8:09 PM

but I couldnt find much inspiration.
CNY, Benjamin Button, Buddies' 21st Birthday celebration.

Coming up next . . .

(:
it's so soothing waking up beside your love after having a horrible nightmare .

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 1:29 AM

too many events have been going on for me to settle on my 21st's celebration.
it's too late to get a function room or even a good private chalet.
and i really dont appreciate celebrating it at downtown east chalet bbq-ing the crap out of me n my peeps.
therefore, started having plans to go for a little holiday trip after watching YesMan. haha.

perhaps a small gathering with my friends in advance . . .

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 2:59 PM

IZZY HILTON.

The uber fair skin, the platinum blonde hair, sharp features.

uhhhh, that's what I see as beauty in a lady.

And you know what, it's Okay if a girl is more beautiful than you.

BUT, 

it's really nuts if a GUY is hotter than you!

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 9:20 PM

a Director and Executive producer.
He brought us so many shows, like Back to the future, Jurassic Park, ET, Indiana Jones,
and finally my favourite, The Terminal.
Steven Spielberg.

gosh i love his shows.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:02 AM

We are really efficient.
and we certainly get news very fast, i would say close to the speed of sound.
News of the exchanging of ezlink card was just given yesterday and i saw long queue at the ticket counter in both Bishan & AMK mrt station.
The current ezlink card is said to discontinue its use only in SEPTEMBER.
for God sake, why the rush man?

guess it all spells out to the five letter word.

K. I. A. S. U.

(:

bimbos are funny.
haha.

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 4:35 PM

why are all guys mesmerized by her?
the crowd at SP was goin crazy on her appearance.
i really would like to figure out why.

did styling for a mini fashion show at SP's Open house today.
got to say SP is much cooler than NYP used to be.
And not to forget the fact that it's huge.


i never knew i'll say this so soon, but im starting to miss Poly life.
(:

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 12:59 AM

prove something when your actions are doing the opposite and when what you're saying is not perceieved as what you meant.



How . . . ?

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 9:05 PM

Damn pimped up purple straightener. 

Can always get it for my 21st still . =D

Spent Christmas eve with my dear pals this year. Jiaying, Jinshun n Qihua. Slacked at Happy Daze n played Spongebob Monopoly & Mini Mahjong. Even though I miss my lovely darn much, I did enjoy my Xmas eve this year. (:

Babe was granted approval to come home for dinner. Full Christmas dinner over at his place, and I think it's my first true Christmas dinner. The ham is really yummy!

my cute firefighter =)

with lil joshy.

Appetizer : Thousand Island Shrimp. I swear there's more than 30 shrimps in each cup.

Main course: Mash potato, stuffings, roasted turkey, ham . . .

Dessert: Berries triffles. 

Sent darling back to his station after dinner. 3 more days before I can finally spend quality time with him. It's cool how a lil separation makes the misses manifests like ants on sweets. (:

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 11:38 PM

and im going to pack my room this christmas!!

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 1:16 AM

Had our kinda expensive dinner at Himawari @ Safra Mount Faber on Sat night. Nice quiet place for sweet lil couple like us. (: 

sweetheart. 

and me. (:

we started off with a plate of mixed sashimi. it's real thick and creamy. 

Shabu shabu's their must try, not that bad. Pretty good soup stock. 

thin slices of beef for you to put in the boiling hot soup. 

simple sweet soup. 

happy lil baby boy.

my fave Hotate! seasoned scallop and baby octopus. 

squid legs, not that bad. 

Enoki, golden mushroom, could use a lil bit of seasoning . . .

and i like this alot, Potate croquette. sweet . 

SigninOff`, Pearlyn. 12:07 AM